I still can't stop thinking about all of this. My head is just swirling. Instead, I'll point you to two excellent blogs that I read every single night now. They lay it all out there for you. I'm beginning to understand how all of this worked, which actually makes me feel a little better. I had to get inside it, and I feel a lot better.
The first one is from lawyer Andy Vorzimer, who I met earlier this year during the whole SPCT/Merritt Patterson ordeal. He always has our backs, and to me, is invaluable in this field. If you go over there, go read all his blog posts from the last week, since last Tuesday. He actually represented three of the surrogates and has known about all of this for at least one year.
The second one I found from a link to a link from a blog. It's written by a father who used a surrogate and has very clearly laid everything out, almost like a research paper. It helps break everything down. This link will bring you to the home page, but click on the links to the right to read his previous posts.
I still can't get over that I was *this close* to parenting one of these babies. I have all these emails, I wonder if I should give them to the FBI? The more I read about surrogates and IM's experiences, I catch my breath because it's the SAME story over and over- and my story, too.